I see two common mistakes among spiritual persons. The first is that they measure their
devotions by the consolations and satisfactions that they experience in the service of
God; so much so, that if these are lacking at times, they feel that they have lost all their
piety. No, this is nothing but a sensible devotion. The true and substantial devotion does not consist in these things, but in having a
will that is resolute, active, prompt and constant in not offending God and in fulfilling all that which appertains to His service. The second mistake is that if they should ever do something with repugnance or weariness, they feel that they have not gained any
merit. On the contrary they have gained greater merit, for a single ounce of good performed with weariness and without satisfaction while the soul is undergoing a period of spiritual darkness, is worth more than one hundred pounds of good done with pleasure and satisfaction, because the first was performed with a stronger and purer love than the latter. Hence, no matter how much
aridity and repugnance the sensitive part of us may feel, we must not lose courage but continue along our way.
In order to prevent his
penitents from falling into the first mistake,
St. Philip Neri used to tell them that in the spiritual life there are three degrees or stages. The first is called animal life and is of those who in their devotions seeks sensible consolations. These consolations are given by God to beginners so that, attracted by the delight derived from the sensible pleasure, they will give themselves to the spiritual life. The second is called the life of man, and is of those who, deprived of sensible sweetness, combat their
passions for the acquisition of
virtue. The third is called life of the
angels. This life is reached by those who, having fought for a long time to overcome their passions, receive from God a tranquil, quiet and almost angelic life even in this world.